Wanted to post couple pics that makes me smile....me and the girls! Love them. This has been a crazy week! The rodeo was a blast, work not so much! I love where I am at but it's still very difficult being single mom! Cary has made it harder! He keeps disappointing the kids and I have a hard time watching them be sad! I worked at 4am the last three days, which makes me a little cranky(ok a lot cranky) cause I don't sleep....Friday after work, Kennedy and I went to get Bailee and Jarrett at Tiff's new house in North Salt Lake, and then I was going to take kids to Cary's.I love Tiff's house it's gorgeous, although you climb about 10,000 feet in a mile...lol! It has a gorgeous view and golf course in the back yard! Both my sisters have great views! I have view of the "J" hill! I love where I live though! Anyway, I get up there and visit, and Cary won't answer his phone, or texts! The kids and I wait for 3 hours, and nothing! We ended up going to dinner at Village Inn and then heading home! Poor Jarrett was so sad! It angers me sooooo much that I have to pick up the pieces when he pulls this crap! That and I am at work this morning and I get a call from him at 5 am and he wants to come get the kids! Oh My Goodness! I shouldn't get upset, but I hate when he does this and thinks he has done nothing wrong! He hasn't even called the kids to apologize! He just lets it go. Makes me so sad that this is where he is in his life! I feel so bad for him! On to other things! I am so proud of my Kennedy she got a job at Arby's! She is so excited, and so am I.....she has an expensive clothes habit! :) Bailee and Jarret had a great time with Aunt Tiff and Uncle Aaron, Rylee, Kaleb, and Noah this last week! I Love My Sisters and their willingness to help me! My Kids Love them! I wish I was a better Aunt, right now I feel guilty cause I have nothing to give anyone! I am so exhausted and don't really know what to do with my life.......personally and financial, it's so tough to try and figure out what to be when I grow up! Life really is good, sometimes I get caught up in the Drama of it all and it overwhelms but I am so blessed! I am trying to change my attitude and it is so hard to change negative thinking! The last few years have probably been the most challenging and I never thought I could or would live through it! I need to appreciate the little things more, so today I am grateful for watching and listening to the kids play! such innocence and imaginations! Jarret played with Connor Dinkel! I am so sad the are moving to Texas in a week and Jarret will miss his little buddy, but so fun to listen to the games they play! I love it!
