Not that I don't love my children being around and enjoying summer, but by the time August rolls around, I am tired of the bickering, messy house, running all over, and spending money on extra activities! Kennedy starts her Sophmore year, Bailee is in 8th grade, and caboose Jarrett is in 2nd grade! I hope to get back into a routine, and organized! Life is crazy! On other hand the Divorce is finally done, finite, over, it has been a long, hard,lonely, emotional, crazy, horrible, exhilerating, unbearable ride, and it's finally OVER!!!! Sad....yes, it is hard for me to know I failed again at something so big, but I hope I can learn to love again and be loved, but we will see what life and love has to offer me! I have never been so happy, yet so sad at the same time, my heart hurts daily for my children and pray that they come through this as "normal" as possible!!! Love my life!!!! Good and Bad!!!!
