Long week!

It has been a loooooong week! I am struggling lately to find my place in this world! I worked four days straight, which almost killed me off! Met and have talked to a nice guy so that's a plus! Might be teaching scrapbook classes which is huge excitement for me!I would love to be in an industry where I could show people how to preserve their memories! VOLLEYBALL started! Women's league will go for 3 months this year and I am so excited, but very, very sore today lol, some days I wonder if I am too old to do this much longer, but once it's in your blood it stays and I love it. even if the body fights me on it, I will win and play! This week I have been reminded of the preciousness of life! Josie and Kyle Bell lost their baby girl! She was still born! So sad! Grateful for eternal families! Sad time for them and I wish I could help or say the right thing! No words or actions could help them I am sure right now, so just prayers! I have really been attempting to have a more positive attitude at work lately! It seems to work, but people don't think I am genuine, and that kinda ticks me off! I love telling people I am fantastic and seeing their reactions, what has our world come to with people not believing someone is having a good day? Yes my job is monotonous at times, but I truly enjoy where I am at and the laid back life I have! In my great little town! I people watch everyday, and I sure want to be remembered for being happy go lucky instead of the ornery gas station girl! People genuinely are nice if you are genuine with them, and the couple that are ornery change the whole feeling around you, the negative energy is so not good.....its hard to explain, but I really do love putting a smile on someones face and getting to learn from people! Tomorrow a day off from work, but gotta get a ton of paperwork done and High School football game tmrw night! Then opening the store Saturday morning at 4 am! Then Sunday playing the piano, then hopefully going to Kristi's in Herriman for Brooklyn's Birthday! Can't believe that little bugger is one!